Stuck

[Valiant23]

A lot of you will probably know that around this time last year Pocket Lady and I stopped playing poker so that we could focus our energies on a US holiday, and it was worth every missed tournament. However, once we came back we started to notice more and more that we were having internet difficulties and we struggled on and on until the PLWSOP at DTD. Then I said that enough was enough and so we stopped all internet access while our ISP tried to solve our problem. We didn't bother playing live because we thought it would feel like a tease and tempt us to try our internet connection and risk losing buy-ins, so basically we stopped playing. It took much much longer than we anticipated to solve and are currently waiting on being told what was actually wrong. However we've been back online for about three weeks and I'm struggling to come to terms with just how much PL has moved on and credit must go to the mods for that. :clap :clap :clap What I'm finding difficult is that I think I should move away from MTT's and concentrate on building a solid cash game, but I enjoy tournaments and enjoy meeting PLers at tables. However I don't want to spread what bankroll I left online too thinly, and the thought of actually depositing into any poker site or even Neteller makes me feel sick, which isn't a bad thing. I read the Ferguson challenge that he copied from me, and think that maybe I should return to that, just to see if I can do it. But I'm not sure if its possible to do that and be an active member of a community I love. Its possible that I need to 'start over' with my involvement on PL and rejoin the league games when I've got so far with my Ferguson Challenge. Add to that I know nothing about how rake back actually works and you can see that I'm in a bit of a bind. I'd appreciate the view of others who have had a lengthy break, and how they found their 'mojo'. I've got a poker mojo, I just don't know where to stick it.:loon Thanks in advance. :ok

[BAM]

Re: Stuck http://www.amazon.co.uk/Never-Go-Back-Robert-Goddard/dp/0593053656