Am I weird?

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Please read the post before giving your opinion. :p I'm certainly not completely immune to tilt, although I'm pretty sure I'm way more untiltable than the vast majority of players. But I was a bit surprised by my emotional response to the following scenario: I was recently playing an online tournament. Nothing special, just my standard buy-in. On the second hand I lost all but one big blind, 10 chips (I was beaten by the small blind, who had folded his big blind on the first hand). No massive bad beat: I had a very good hand, but he had a better one. Maybe I overplayed it, but it was borderline. Against some players my play would be automatic, against some it would be suicidal, and I had no information about him. What I immediately thought wasn't "Oh, f***!", but "Wow! Wouldn't it be cool if I came back from here to win the tournament?" Is this: (a) Weird (b) Healthy © Both of the above? (No, I didn't, though I got back up to 490 chips before my straight lost to two full houses.)

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Re: Am I weird? I don't think I can edit the poll, but of course "Weidr" means "Weird". :$