leroxog

Hi people im 20 years old, have gambled since i was 15/16 but the last year has been the worst. I cant trust myself with debit cards when money goes into the bank i know straight away where its going. Last night i won £1200 on roulette went to sleep knowing i would never see that money. I planned to spend the 1000 on clothes ect so id have something from it. I woke up and cancled the withdrawal and lost it within a hour. Im hopelessly addicted and just fed up at the age of 20 its disgusting. Ive tried to start today by self excluding myself with all online betting accounts but i just need some support and advice hopefully from anyone who is reading this and understands my pain that im going though. I hope that in a years time I can look back and made improvements with it all and hope i can help others in the same situation. My dad likes a punt and knows i do too, he is very ill at the moment and i cant share what im going though because i feel it will damage his situation. Please help guys 🙁