I think some people are very septic about this way of playing. That's maybe why I don't have many answers in this thread. But I must admit that my way of playing was destructive and if I continued I would probably lose EVERYTHING (financially, family and much more).
Some members have alerted me and they will recognize themselves, because they are always there to look after the well being of others. Even if their words are hurtful. But I want to thank them.
My approach now, it does not correspond to most of the players and I admit that sometimes, I want to send a large amount of money on a tennis match by watching the live! But the mistake would be to do it! I am now looking to win between 1 and 3% of my stake if possible. It seems so little! Why not put £100 @1.03!
No, because we all know the sport !
Indeed, betting is about emotions during a match, winning a lot of money in one go (for example by betting £200 @2.10 tonight on city), but let's not forget that it's also about a lot of losers of which I am one.
That's why I'm changing the approach of the Bet
It's totally different, the emotions are different and it's life changing, because I don't watch the games in the same way.
My research is not defined in the same way, but the pleasure is still there.
Even for a return on investment of 1 to 2 %. After 30 bets I'm up to £40+. Not bad for a loser.
I will continue to fund my bank until December and then try to be totally self-sufficient financially.
To play in the classic way, I use the forum contests which are so nice!
Thanks again to the organizers!